After talk to KLM TW and Travel Agent in KHH, I was so exhausted. Never felt so empty before, never felt so helpless, never felt so useless. I am so tired, I need to sleep, I need to eat and I need to rest. Doctor said we should get rest as much as we can; I'd like to say back to Doctor that if KLM TW believe your word first, I might be able to get some rest.

Finally, things change after this duty manager in medical department in Aer Lingus who points out an international medical certificate INCAD on their own website. Hopefully this time, someone will listen and do what they should do. Many thanks to G&T's wonderful neighbours - Clair & Bruce for their assistance.

We are still on 5-hour medication cycle. I am sleepless coz I have so many things in my head. I have missed 1-month book keeper check, I have missed the annual financial meeting, I have missed my year end house cleaning and I am going to miss this Chinese New Year. Our skin is in very sensitive stage at the moment, it makes me impossible to sleep stable on any side. Even doctor gurantees those blisters won't leave any scars unless I really do something wrong, but I am still worry. Hey, it's my face, my body. If I can't put swimsuit on, I need to know I have tried my best.

To be honest, these days, we have wonderful weather - sunshine, mild and until last night. Tina left us at home for girl's night at bar. When they were having their vodka drink, wind got stronger and pull rain hard. It's strange, but while I stay in Dublin this time, the coldest day should be on St-Stephen's day - Wet, windy and freezing. We felt "Want" to go to pub for the first time. Well, it's 9th day, not too long to go!!!